`So close, yet so far away`

in love with this song lately...it's so shweet =)

been feeling not well lately. god knows what happened to me >.<

was supposed to go the curve mcD for minor tutor today. but it was cancelled at 4 am yesterday nitez. glad bout it, or i'll appear there half dead today.

aight, i gotta go get some beauty sleep. been feeling so tired lately. till then, cya!

You’re in my arms

And all the world is calm

The music playing on for only two

So close together

And when I’m with you

So close to feeling alive

A life goes by Romantic dreams will stop

So I bid mine goodbye and never knew

So close was waiting, waiting here with you

And now forever I know

All that I wanted to hold you

So closeSo close to reaching that famous happy end

Almost believing this was not pretend

And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come

So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days

If I should lose you now?

We’re so close

To reaching that famous happy end

And almost believing this was not pretend

Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are

So close

So close

And still so far

p/s sorry sexy peepz, for flying plane today. not feeling well =( anyway, take care ya, eugene! keep in touch when u reach australia, k? =)

`I'm back, I'm back!`

heya, my blog is officially open to public again. after some stupid incident happened..
just a lil update on what i've been up to lately..been doing a bunting for design project. here it is...

like it? haha =P
my very first try on graphic design using photoshop!

n ohya, the ppls are going to australia soon! so darn sad..3 more weeks...ahhhh
first time since we knew each other i won't be celebrating my bday with u guys =( remember to come back on my 21st birthday, k? then we'll enter genting casino together...wat i mean is we 'enter' only. not gamble! XD

i realized i've grown up alot this year. don't know why, just feel i'm no longer the 'small pink jasmynn'. well, probably i've had enough with all the troubles i bring to myself. now is the time for me to put it to a rest..

aight, it's time for me to rest. just back from class n site visit. darn tired..till then..cya! =D

wth?!

Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person, but when you see him smile you suddenly realize you're just pretending you're over him to ease the pain of knowing that he will never be yours. Someone should sue Disney for planting the ideas in little kids heads that every girl has a prince and everything ends up happily ever after. We don't stop loving someone, we simply learn to live without them. Missing you isn't the hard part, knowing I once had you is what breaks my heart. It's always the same in every relationship, there is always one person crying and wishing to get back together, while the other doesn't even remember the things they've been through. I hate that I have to be the one who remembers every little detail while you can't seem to remember me at all. You can't ever let go of all the feelings, But you need to let go of him. No one can promise they’ll never hurt you, because at one time or another they will. The real promise is if the time you spent together will be worth the pain in the end. I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me - I’m going to smile. Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours. I can't talk to you anymore, it's not that I am mad at you, it's just that when I talk to you I realize how much I love you and when I realize how much I love you, I realize I can't have you and that makes me love you even more. Sometimes the person you really need is the one you didn't think you wanted. If you're going to make me cry, at least be there to wipe away the tears. Everyone tells me I should forget about you, you don't deserve me. They're right, you don't deserve me, but I deserve you. Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew. It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye. Moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult. I wonder, when you look into my eyes and watch my heart shatter, does it break your heart too, even crack it a little bit?

Music and Lyrics

WAY BACK INTO LOVE

DON'T WRITE ME OFF

Grey Skies

i see grey skies
above my head
and the sea water
runs blue
has the lights gone
into hiding?
in between space
for it wouldn't last
in the name of eternity.

i see blue skies
above the rainbow
and the sea water
runs grey
has the glow i longed for
appeared from hiding?
in between time
for it always heal
the despair of life.

i see grey skies
beyond the sun
sea water runs clear
just an illumination
for it has allowed us
too see what's hidden
beyond the horizon
for it always unfold
the truth of hope.

`the-street-thing`

'every story has its ending'

-new chapter of my life-

yeah, it's a brand new me. have i changed? this question keep pondering me. well, it doesn't really matter anymore. people do change. indeed, the only constant thing in this universe is 'change'. reality changes. one minute u might have owned your most prized possession, and the next minute you know, it's all gone. and that's what life is all about.

try to take things easy. why make life so difficult? whether you're happy or sad, life still goes on. so why choose to be sad? live life to the fullest as you wouldn't know what will happen next. treasure all the memories and experience you had. appreciate people around you. you'll realize they are the one who truly cares about you. don't ever make them down.

sometimes, it's best to let go everything. numb all your bad memories. learn to accept the word 'sorry', but do not forget them. the wise forgive but do not forget. that's how it goes. that's how we learn from our past.

if you had fallen once, it's okay. it doesn't mean you're weak, but it helps you to gain strength. always take the first step. you don't have to see the whole staircase, just be brave and take the first step. it'll always lead you to a step higher. after all, 'aim for the moon, if you fall, you'll fall among the stars!'.