Wednesday, January 2, 2008

wth?!

Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person, but when you see him smile you suddenly realize you're just pretending you're over him to ease the pain of knowing that he will never be yours. Someone should sue Disney for planting the ideas in little kids heads that every girl has a prince and everything ends up happily ever after. We don't stop loving someone, we simply learn to live without them. Missing you isn't the hard part, knowing I once had you is what breaks my heart. It's always the same in every relationship, there is always one person crying and wishing to get back together, while the other doesn't even remember the things they've been through. I hate that I have to be the one who remembers every little detail while you can't seem to remember me at all. You can't ever let go of all the feelings, But you need to let go of him. No one can promise they’ll never hurt you, because at one time or another they will. The real promise is if the time you spent together will be worth the pain in the end. I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me - I’m going to smile. Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours. I can't talk to you anymore, it's not that I am mad at you, it's just that when I talk to you I realize how much I love you and when I realize how much I love you, I realize I can't have you and that makes me love you even more. Sometimes the person you really need is the one you didn't think you wanted. If you're going to make me cry, at least be there to wipe away the tears. Everyone tells me I should forget about you, you don't deserve me. They're right, you don't deserve me, but I deserve you. Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew. It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye. Moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult. I wonder, when you look into my eyes and watch my heart shatter, does it break your heart too, even crack it a little bit?

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