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Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person, but when you see him smile you suddenly realize you're just pretending you're over him to ease the pain of knowing that he will never be yours. Someone should sue Disney for planting the ideas in little kids heads that every girl has a prince and everything ends up happily ever after. We don't stop loving someone, we simply learn to live without them. Missing you isn't the hard part, knowing I once had you is what breaks my heart. It's always the same in every relationship, there is always one person crying and wishing to get back together, while the other doesn't even remember the things they've been through. I hate that I have to be the one who remembers every little detail while you can't seem to remember me at all. You can't ever let go of all the feelings, But you need to let go of him. No one can promise they’ll never hurt you, because at one time or another they will. The real promise is if the time you spent together will be worth the pain in the end. I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me - I’m going to smile. Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours. I can't talk to you anymore, it's not that I am mad at you, it's just that when I talk to you I realize how much I love you and when I realize how much I love you, I realize I can't have you and that makes me love you even more. Sometimes the person you really need is the one you didn't think you wanted. If you're going to make me cry, at least be there to wipe away the tears. Everyone tells me I should forget about you, you don't deserve me. They're right, you don't deserve me, but I deserve you. Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew. It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye. Moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult. I wonder, when you look into my eyes and watch my heart shatter, does it break your heart too, even crack it a little bit?

Music and Lyrics

WAY BACK INTO LOVE

DON'T WRITE ME OFF

Grey Skies

i see grey skies
above my head
and the sea water
runs blue
has the lights gone
into hiding?
in between space
for it wouldn't last
in the name of eternity.

i see blue skies
above the rainbow
and the sea water
runs grey
has the glow i longed for
appeared from hiding?
in between time
for it always heal
the despair of life.

i see grey skies
beyond the sun
sea water runs clear
just an illumination
for it has allowed us
too see what's hidden
beyond the horizon
for it always unfold
the truth of hope.

`the-street-thing`

'every story has its ending'

-new chapter of my life-

yeah, it's a brand new me. have i changed? this question keep pondering me. well, it doesn't really matter anymore. people do change. indeed, the only constant thing in this universe is 'change'. reality changes. one minute u might have owned your most prized possession, and the next minute you know, it's all gone. and that's what life is all about.

try to take things easy. why make life so difficult? whether you're happy or sad, life still goes on. so why choose to be sad? live life to the fullest as you wouldn't know what will happen next. treasure all the memories and experience you had. appreciate people around you. you'll realize they are the one who truly cares about you. don't ever make them down.

sometimes, it's best to let go everything. numb all your bad memories. learn to accept the word 'sorry', but do not forget them. the wise forgive but do not forget. that's how it goes. that's how we learn from our past.

if you had fallen once, it's okay. it doesn't mean you're weak, but it helps you to gain strength. always take the first step. you don't have to see the whole staircase, just be brave and take the first step. it'll always lead you to a step higher. after all, 'aim for the moon, if you fall, you'll fall among the stars!'.

'Stressss-Reliever'

It's Häagen-Dazs STEAMBOAT ICE-CREAM! Yummy-licious! the 3 girls just got themselves indulged...

haha, yup. after having sushi for dinner, with our stomach still bloated, food not yet digested, we got tempted by haagen dazs! guess it's a one-day-free-of-stress outing. hey, we just submitted the most hectic assignment ever, we deserve it, k? XD

'Blood and Tears'

the GALLERY

yup! i'm finally back blogging, ppl! finally done all my works...gotta touch up though...nah, the sad case is my foam board got melted, so my paper abit out of shape now...praying hard.....

a glimpse of my works...n the only thing im proud of in my boards - the perspectives!! =)

ohya, the cow flew to russia ady, heard the condition there is really bad? take care ya...first time in 7 years you'll b separated from us...6 yrs somemore...sobz...aikz, feel so sorry, din get to go out with you before u go russia...was like damn busy rushing for assignments....ahhh, i miss bullying u!

-more pics to b uploaded soon- till den...