.. longing for freedom ..

so do u think when you're 18, you'll b treated as an adult and not as a kid anymore? the answer is no! especially for girls...sighz, when will i get the freedom to go wherever i want? i'll never grow up if i never had a chance to be independent...of cos i might fall, but without falling, we'll never learn...n without learning, how can one succeed?

i used to be the one left behind everytime my friends went for an outing...can u imagine everyone in your gang went, but you? n the result is i missed all the funs...not only that, they tend to be closer to each other after that, and i, stay clueless for whatever they are talking about...it hurts, ouch!

not that i don't understand they worried of me, but there is just no solid reason for it...because of their worries, i got all upset n disappointed? nah, just expressing my thoughts for now cos i feel so frustrated! nevertheless, i hope they do keep their promise to let me go next time..that's it...the first step to freedom >.<